The worst day ever in my life

I still could recall it clearly as on that day morning, we were still laughing and playing our jokes happily. But it is all changed after that accident.

All of my thought was how could it happen and why it will be happen on both of you. It is just hard to accept the truth. We should be going to have our lunch happily and go for movie or either to have tea break at Starbucks. But still until now i still can't believe it already had happen.

That day all of us did not have our lunch just to go there with you and wait for the report. Although I got gastric that day, I still can't believe it. After we knew that both of you are fine, we got back to our place. That was a tiring day so I can't stand for it and take a nap after my quick meal. 

I thought it was all dream when I'm having my nap but it wasn't. It had already happened and everyone of us just can't take it. This is the first time I experienced this and had a feel that any thing could happen in every second. But the happiest thing is that you were all fine and one of you had your love. So, keep it sweet and happy.

Now, what I can do is just appreciate all what I have....

Final Is COMING!!!

Well! Final is coming yet I'm still relaxing and enjoy watching my drama haha! What I thought was we don't have to be that stressful and make ourselves feel bad. Just take it easy la haha! Nothing will be hard as you take it easy and take your time to learn what you have to learn. Believe me, I'm not genius like I didn't study and could get good results kay.

The only way to get good result and yet you don't have to study that hard on your study break is to focus when your lecturer is teaching. I admit that this semester I am quite lazy and not often focus in class but I believe that I still can get good results as I work hard. For those who didn't work hard yet keep complaining or saying others is clever or genius and don't have to study hard, you are wrong! WHY? Because you did not focus in class and no study hard for what you need to study.

Okay I know that some of my secondary school friends will said that why your result suddenly become that good?! Or like are you serious that you get 3.5 gpa in your result?! It is truth because I am working hard to achieve it and I want to achieve it! Some of them do not believe as they know how my result is. Last time was a lazy me but now is a hardworking me as I think that what I got now is precious.

Work hard now as you can get your dream in future! =)

Feel of heartbreak

I hate the feeling of break up with someone especially the one you loves.. I thought I could over come this about two years ago... But it seems like I can't now.. It really hurts when he chat with me few days ago.. I thought I could just let it go but I couldn't.. He asked to get back again but I don't want.

I don't wanna to be hurt once again, it's really hurts until now I could still feel the pain. It's truth that everyone says the first love is unforgettable and really hurts the most. I know I'm doubt to be like this but I just can't control my feelings. I know he look for me is because he is too dry and jealous his friends of being coupled already and just left him the only one who isn't.. I don't wanna to be hurt again so I rejected him and I can't believe a long distance relationship.. 

I really regret to put on so much on you.. I asked my friend who knew about us and what she advised is let me to follow my heart but I choose to follow my mind.. So here I advise those who has not in a relationship once please don't put on so much on it because you might get hurt deeply.... I hope you could read this and know how deep you have hurt me... Please don't look for me again I really can't stand for it anymore.. You had hurt me so deep until now I don't dare to think about to be in a relationship.. 

I hope you could read this and know what to do next... I don't mind to be friend again because we can't be on an awkward situation on school gathering right? So hope you really know what to do.... 

A BLOW! UNBELIEVABLE!

          Today, I was scrolling through my facebook homepage and I realized that some of my senior and friends is praying for one of my friend also known as my junior in uniform body. I did not notice that there is terrible and horrible things happened on her! I thought just a small case only.

          But now I am totally wrong!! There is something terrible on her! She got brain death after she was sent to the hospital when she claimed to her parents that she had a severe headache. It is really OH MY GOD! When I heard about this I was like is it true? But immediately I remembered what my senior had post as his status about this. Until now I still cant accept this true as she is such a positive, responsible, funny and hardworking girl. Why? Why all this had happened on her? 

         She is going to sit for SPM this year and tomorrow she is going to have sejarah paper 3. NO! NO! She cant just being like this as she had work so hard to prepare for all this! Please, please stay strong Olivia.. We all are at your side. You are not alone. Please wake up and just said that it is just a joke. 

 

         Hope you get well soon and play those joke and continue to be the CEO of becoming the awesome as usual. Hope that when I am back to Kuching I will see a healthy you! Jiayou! Gambateh! I believe that there will be a miracle happen on you!! 

Feeling Down

A feel of very down

Actually I am still wondering want to have a job during my holiday or not.. But now I am very sure that I am gonna to work when I am back to my hometown during my holiday! Why I say so? It's all because I felt I have been left out. Is it my visibility that low? I hate to being left out la! WTF! I hate that kind of feeling to the max! 

Actually I used to be like this for every time we hang out but last time it was really very terrible! I felt that I am not the member of that gang.. I take you all as my good friends but what you guys did to me was not take me as your friend!

When i was back last time to have my holiday, you all promised me that will have a meet up and said that will meet me in that day. But what you all had done is let me wait you all for the whole day alone at there! Besides that, you guys not even inform me that you all are not coming to meet me. The worst is that every time you all just ignore me when I ask question in our group. OKAY! FINE! I am not going to meet you guys up for this coming holiday unless you come visit me while I am working!

 I really can't stand for it anymore! It really seems like I am just a stranger of that group. IT FEELS BAD! Other than that, every year, every time I do remember all of yours birthday and you guys do remember others birthday too EXCEPT ME! It's really WTF! I think this year must be the same as I have started my second semester before my birthday. So obviously you wont celebrate my birthday earlier as you will said that I have forgot about your birthday bla bla bla. 

I hate to be left out! I hate to be ignored by others! I hate that feelings! WTF!!!!!!!

The Interesting Characters In My Class

Who would be the interesting characters in my class? I asked myself this question every time when I got in a new environment or any new classmates had transfer into my class. I think I had met the most interesting characters in my class now from kindergarten till now. How about in the future? I don’t know and don’t even want to bother about it first because I think my classmates now are the best!

The “blow” king, the most interesting in class (just my opinion only), he could be the joke of class every time. Why I said he is the “blow” king? It is because he keep talking nonsense and sometimes he will ask others to continue blow if he is speechless. Sometimes his photo will become the joke of us which some of them will enlarge and edit his photo into a funny picture. But I like his character and style which he won’t get angry even though we took a joke of his photo or did other jokes on him. He really could make everyone laugh even you are upset or not in a good mood. Actually I don’t know wad does “blow” means, maybe it means brag. But really quite lucky and happy to have him in our class so that our class could know each other and play jokes with each other.

The other interesting one is “Mr. Bean”. He really looks like Mr. Bean and he is also as funny as him but he also know should take care all of us when we hang out together as he is the eldest among us. He is the one who opened a wechat group for our class and in the group chat he like to give nickname to us, like Hazel, he called her as haha, Mei Ting as melting I guess. So we gave him a nickname as mama. This is not the only interesting place of him. Another interesting one is that when he argue with one of the girl which is jojo, its really very funny when they are arguing or could say they are giving out their opinion.

Jojo and him always like a cat and dog although they didn’t fight (of course won’t fight, just argue for own opinion only). But sometimes they just like best friend helping each other to get more marks in their presentation although they are not in the same group. How they could help each other? There will be a Q&A section in our presentation, so when we ask question and who had answered correctly for that question will get an extra marks in presentation. So that’s how they help each other.

Jojo, she also the other interesting one as I felt so. Why I say so? She not only could play hard but study hard. Before I know her well, I felt that she is a person who is strict like no one would dare to say no to her decision. Actually she isn’t, she always let us to have the priority to choose first instead of letting herself to choose. Besides she always could did well in her work or test although she doesn’t pay attention during lessons. The most interesting part is that when three of them chat with each other. Its really very funny that the “blow” king keep blowing and two of them keep argue about their decisions or their opinion the the right one.

I felt happy and lucky to have this funny and interesting class in my college life!

The First Blog

Hi! This is the first blog of me haha! Actually I don't know what to write about! Will update some after this!